Headache

This time I'm losing my mind. My head aches. Poundings keep on happening. I hate this. I just want to drown myself. I feel like I'm flying though. I feel like I'm closer to the clouds. I think I'm going insane. The ache is getting worse. Am I still alive? I hope I am. I need to live. I have to live. I have things to be done. I have to work. I have to live my life to the fullest. I need to. I want to. I must.